Recalling.. Last day of CNY... cousins and I was playing truth or dare game using my stylish cracked itouch... when it asked, what's the worst feeling you've ever felt.. and no doubt, she said "lonely". Kept me thinking right now... how depressing it is... for me to feel it right now.. but it's another way round.. I am actually comfortable with it...

They say...they feel depress when you don't have friends.. but one is more than enough to occupy you for the whole week of time.. =)... and yet they say... they can't have someone who really love them.. but.. isn't it good to don't have one? THAN! came the most commonly used lines by some typical Singaporean guys.. there's this thing call...companionship? ummm... not in my dictionary..

Oh oh!! and there's this thing call love.. which you on the TV and there's this fascinating album all about love.. or you go to the movies and there's this commercial that sings..L-O-V-E.. and worst to worst if it's February...you'll see lots and lots of commercial talking about it.. than when time goes by, everyone is so used to it.. that it is meant to be

Than everyone will be talking about love love love love and somemore love... like they know what it really means. seriously!! people~~ wake up... aren't you sick about it? those who have it.. defiantly you'll say its good.. "there's this special thing going on between you both".. like come on... is that really what you really want to say.. so basically the word "love" does not exist in my dictionary yet. I do believe in it.. but its ain't coming the way I want it to be or perhaps..

So this word lonely~~ it's so hard to define.. I may feel it sometimes.. but why nag about it when you can actually use the time to enjoy it.. freedom is power..and power is controlled by the name call you.