We're just in our twenties...and it's already like so long..life is so unpredictable until there's a moment that you don't know what to say...ya..it's sad that you're gone~ but though we're not that close..we cry for you coz we miss you...we smile back coz we know you're not suffering anymore..

All we can think of is the times that we are rebellious and had fun together~ The smiles that are shown to our face~ The satisfaction on making someone angry..You'll be miss by lots and lots of friends..you're not forgotten.

Rest in peace Shawn~




Today was the scariest days of my life...close friends will know..don't wanna mention it what exactly happen.. But words can explain it all... For the moment I lay down, listening to my mp3..Waiting for them to proceed, it was a feeling that no one wanted.

But I don't have the choice, or must I say..DO i have the choice?? Body trembling...plums sweating..skin turn cold..all you hear will be...It will take a few minutes and hey it's already over~The moment the needle went in...it was like..your heart stop for that moment..next thing you know, you're still breathing..

Than blades came in..before that..waiting time always kills a person..I wanted to cry out..but something pull me back~ something that is so special and so unexplainable...only one who have experience it will know...satisfaction came..sadness turn to joy..and my mind was turning round and round...can't think straight..damn, why do I get those courage from?

I'm always in my deepest thought. One that never says her true self. But it ended with a kiss that is so hot. But doubt is all I see. I wish to be, but I won't wanna be.. Prehaps it turn out the way I always thought it will be.. Will it be the same or something that will surprise me? If it's the same than..life turn grey..colors turn dark..sky seems so blue but in your heart its redness that you feel. Words that contains millions of conclusion.




Its been so long that I ever felt this way, I hope that it will never stop but it eventually will. Once the truth is open, than I'll be back to normal. The truth can be fulfilling or yet disappointed. I don't want to know, or let myself find out.

But what can i do, when the earth is turning around...the clock which makes a sound...and a watch that beeps whenever it is an hour...time will still go by itself...regardless how we mourn or laugh..every moment is a count.

I just hope that I'll be stuck for that moment of time.. which can be replay and replay millions of time..all we can do..is just saying all out at the dinning table..for old time sake~Happy face seen, sad face that shows that we miss it all..

I'm just simply having a Peter Pan symdrom..which many people have move on with life, and do their stuff and aim their goal..so now, what's mine? I been thinking and thinking...think to my deepest thought ever..and yet I still can't find an appropriate answer..

So is this what you call life? I think I've played finish. Hard to hear from me.. but ya...it's beginning to have an end..so...only nw...I've move on....




While its must be always something happen than I will blog...and make a HU HA to it..this time round..Thx to my mischievous and Murphy not listening to me...muhaha...two combine and will be disaster...Well, story goes like that...there's three innocent ppl going ECP..2 blade 1 cycle..

than when i tried holding the handle to the bike...you know...like a child can..so that Murphy skate so so slow..than i tell him hold his handle la...faster...also very fun leh...try leh...than he hold the seat...and i hold him...get the pic already??

~shake head~than that Murphy said cannot liao la...will fall...i told him wont de la...just hold tight..my life is in his hands...nxt thing we know tum tum...both of us fall..i was like ~pain pain pain~

than saw my finger bleeding..leg bleeding...*him..teeth bleeding..hand redness...leg also redness..
my god..everything happen to my right part of my body...left is completely fine...like sparking already~i will never forget...what happen...end up i nearly wan to cry out when i see the wound coz its so yucks. but end up..eating ice cream to cool my self down..

*disaster pics*


...2 cut...


...3 holes at the knuckle...


...3 open wound...burning sensation...


...Everything should be fine...








weee...today it's another ting tong day~~...busy for a tiny while..and fun till my mouth drop~ muhahaa....another day at the shooting club~ walk here walk there...seems so busy but actually it's all act out...haha...got lots of photos taken with my Auntie friend Ting~ soooo...omg la...although less word said...but action many many~~ haha....gossips after gossips...laughter together with craziness...muhahaha...
here's some peeks~


She says..This is serious BUT i said!!!


Harlo~~This is then serious la!!!


And while She's soo busy at work(act only)


i am happily drinking my gui Hua~~ummm


But till the end, we'll still best friends (08)




I am simply enjoying my life right now~ Love my work..love what I'm doing~ Great! Now I know myself better and found myself back after not knowing what I am 3 years back~ if u guys know what i mean.. gosh..Didn't know it was this great~ if i knew it earlier i would have like already been in this situation years ago~ But hey, it's not too late~ =)

Well, found that I've changed big time~ open up myself...and clearly know it well..Despite being sooo blur all the time~ and now i will be saying HOLIDAY....Here i COme~~ wahahaha...bad days is already over...next another chapter to carry on~

Today work at safra..all say me sooo hiao~ whatever that means la...so funny today~ laugh and laugh..joke after joke~~gossiipss and whisking one small corner with jes...haha..today abit never eat medcine thats why sooo ting tong~


~the Safra Crew~