Classic! of all the irritants that I've faced.. this one is really retro.. and I may say.. I feel like stomping your feet and sweep my bushy hair on your face if I ever and I say EVER see you again. well, people.. I'll share my joy with you.. =)

One fine day.. I received a private message on facebook..by... drums rolling...and rolling.. and tada... Douglas Lee... Like who the hell is Douglas Lee?? than I was wondering.. continued with my eyes scrolling down there reads:

[To rebecca<- (if you ever learn English.. ITS SUPPOSE TO BE with the capital R!)

how have you been, it been 3 years since last saw u... guess<-what do u mean guess? like HELLO!!Please! everything is pass already. i just went aboard to new dehli for work.*I think you meant little India at mustafa* here in the morining 5am is sun rise and cold. told of being friends once again,*once again??I didn't in your language told you,dumb ass* but i know you will reject me here*classic bimbo in male version*.. as i was busy the pass 1 year*who cares!*. as i do hope the pass is pass*pass pass pass,pass motion is it?*, everyone has change be it life or career i believe you too.. i just found you here so decided to leave you a message before i going back to work.. i do not know weather*now you're saying about the weather!* you recevie my mail that i send to you the pass*pass again,I think you've got serious constipation* 2 years.. if not is alright. rebecca do not need to reply me. anyway i am happy to see you here, all the best and success in anything you wanted to do. take care

matt*aka dick face* ]

Seriously! get a life.



It's not that I'm angry with you..But PLurrrrease...Stop stop and I say STOP~~ with all those message.. and occasional calls.. First, you sent flowers which I hate.. than u appear at my door step with flowers again and additional..a bear.. which I also hate.. FIY, both of the flowers are thrown away.. coz they are dead and attract dust, ants and some irritating flies..that's why I'm not into flowers...

Than came all the sms.. I'm just plain busy.. accept the fact.. I'M not busy with my LUV <-- LIFE.. God! It really and I say really~~ there's no guy..how come there's -->LUV<-- involve? argh.. it's so so up to my nerve.. hear me..READ this.. NO NO NO guy! If you don't know what guy means.. there's another term..that is men.. like yourself..

It's not that you're wrong or something.. but why is everyone so obsess with gf and bf thingy.. seriously I don't understand.. Guy A.."hey how are you?" Me.."fine, whats up?" Guy A.."Oh nothing much just saying hi and good morning".. After 10mins..Guy A.."So..how is your love life? busy with bf?" ARGH!!!

Guy B.."hey wanna catch a movie with me" Me.."what movie??" Guy B.."umm xxx or xx??" Me.."Don't want la..xxx i watch le..then xx not nice de" Guy B.."Go watch with me la..I treat you tickets plus popcorn" ME.."*in my thoughts, like as if i can't afford* Don't want" Guy B.."Why??" Me.."Coz I busy and not free also la" Guy B.."Friday?" Me.."meet friend" Guy B.."Saturday?" Me.."whole week not free" Guy B.."Oh! I forget..your Saturday is reserve for your bf de~"

Ahhhhh........slap...slice..dice..chop and I hope karate..let them be stone cold steve houston...roar.. you know there's a thing call girlfriends~~ and to make it clear.. most of my friends are female.. and what makes you so bloody sure that MY Saturday!! is reserve for men! You guys are so clever with assumptions.. than tell me with innocent eyes.. I thought..I thought.. you... you.. okay! save it up~

I just figure out..you somehow will stalk...so here's a post dedicated to you and the rest of all the men which is so in need of love..



To say or not to say...to say or not to say... It's been bugging me for quite some time already.. SO to say or not to say?? You can't imagine what's going through my mind right now.. dozen's and dozen's of things... AND great...the washing machine just make the ding ding sound that indicate I have to pick up the towels that i dump it not long ago...*thoughts vanished*

Anyway..I just thought.. it's only a thought, that i thought I've already met the most most superficial person in this small little tiny planet call earth which holds a country so small like a dot which is Singapore.. that I have met another one...how amazing is that?

This $%$#? really really really comes up my nerve from time to time.. like what's wrong with you? Your whole entire world is all about one stupid particular men which don't even give a damn about you.. and like "awww" you're being the nice person.. how sweet is that..whatever he post..you put --> =)...than yet in your page.. words like impossible.. depressing..

Like what are you trying to say.. you're hoping for sympathy? LIKE COME ON... Now~~ this is then call depressing... but sad to say.. you're a lousy friend that i ever..and i say ever! met.. how sad is this.. you're someone that i lurve to chat with and most importantly gossip juicy news all round the clock.. but you betray yourself for just one pathetic men that stole your heart away and never gave you back.

But he treat you like shit and u feel like you just fly a thousand miles..you don't even spare the elderly..and what makes you a person to be then? He's a parasite and you're the virus. I just can't stand the fake side of you when there is men around.. one word.. Superficial..



Recalling.. Last day of CNY... cousins and I was playing truth or dare game using my stylish cracked itouch... when it asked, what's the worst feeling you've ever felt.. and no doubt, she said "lonely". Kept me thinking right now... how depressing it is... for me to feel it right now.. but it's another way round.. I am actually comfortable with it...

They say...they feel depress when you don't have friends.. but one is more than enough to occupy you for the whole week of time.. =)... and yet they say... they can't have someone who really love them.. but.. isn't it good to don't have one? THAN! came the most commonly used lines by some typical Singaporean guys.. there's this thing call...companionship? ummm... not in my dictionary..

Oh oh!! and there's this thing call love.. which you on the TV and there's this fascinating album all about love.. or you go to the movies and there's this commercial that sings..L-O-V-E.. and worst to worst if it's February...you'll see lots and lots of commercial talking about it.. than when time goes by, everyone is so used to it.. that it is meant to be

Than everyone will be talking about love love love love and somemore love... like they know what it really means. seriously!! people~~ wake up... aren't you sick about it? those who have it.. defiantly you'll say its good.. "there's this special thing going on between you both".. like come on... is that really what you really want to say.. so basically the word "love" does not exist in my dictionary yet. I do believe in it.. but its ain't coming the way I want it to be or perhaps..

So this word lonely~~ it's so hard to define.. I may feel it sometimes.. but why nag about it when you can actually use the time to enjoy it.. freedom is power..and power is controlled by the name call you.





It really makes me wonder... all the words and all the promises that you made... Luckily its all fake.. than I wont blame myself for backing out... Now!! I don't even care if you will read this..But I hope you wont.. Cause it will make you feel like shit.. as in SHIT..that i pass out everyday and end up in the toilet bowl..AhHh relieving~~

What a nice feeling we've got here..=) So you will least expect my support from me and the others.. like never and I sincerely hope that you will fail in whatever you do.. As you are the lowest rank of mankind that I have met.. maybe not even qualified to be call men.. but a vicious animal.

But I thank you for letting me open my eyes to more adventure stuff and people too.. but you!! vicious evil little you... Hope you live in this typical island... which I already venture out of it.. I'm truly glad about it..

anyway... I am Me. Rebecca~







Well I can start to stop writing my poem words with hidden meanings already~~ else... people like you staring at your monitor screen will get superbly bored~~ crap... anyway, today taking the lift down... there's this weird man...

who wear a cap.. rocker jacket... suddenly appear in front of the lift. Gave me a shock... than he just went to the back... than i was wondering how come from the 6th floor to the 1st is so long.. so started to look at my nail which i just polish it with bright red...

than...he said... that look good on you.. than i gave a smile..=)...and he added... looks good on you cause you're fair that color soo suits u... than a smile again..=)...than i thought... please open that damn door~~ slide open slide open!! and he said... is that new?

than i said... yea it's new..than tweet tweet..silentx... why am i not at the 1st floor yet... =.=